YTINKIN ABT MY LIFEY
i envy all those gals who had a gd catch bf..loaded..hensem n evryting..they no nid to wori a ting..wen goin out on a date..ders always cash..but me..i'm stuck wit a bf tat dun give me a sense of security..he's ok to me..he loves me lots n wil pamper me wit anyting i want..all i nid is juz to ask..but 1 ting abt him is tat..he dun hv e cash..i'm nt being materialistic here but e fact is evry women wants a guy who is financially stable..last wk he had borrowed 20 bucks frm me..i did gave e $$ coz he said tat he'll pay me on VDAY as his pay wil b in on dat day..but his pay was nt in so i had to wait 4 at e end of e mth..n nw he juz ask me for $$ again abt 20 bucks!! He wanted me to transfer to his bank acc..but sory dear i've to lie to u tat i dun bring my card along which i actuali do.. i'm nt being stingy but itz my savings..my hard-earned savings..i'm supposed to use it onli on RAINY DAYS!! i guess he nids time to build up his career.. he had promised to give me e sense of security tat i've been longin for..well i reali dun noe hw long i cn wait 4 him to b stable financially..LOVE??!! well i do lov him but lov nids $$ too..cant juz live based on lov..coz we nid to feed ourselves..tis is e reality of life..u cant live w/o $$..Dear i'm nt lookin down on ya..i noe u cn do it..dun give up ya..well 'face hardship at 1st n njoy it later'..TIL HERE DEN..CHIOWZ!!


Ymishing uY