`take my HAND* NEVER let go-

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Thursday, February 5, 2009
11:22 PM

I feel tat my relationshp is getting drifted away..we r getting apart..we dun tok on d fone often n he dun pick up my calls..i dun understnd y tis is happening..is he having an affair again or wat i'm nt sure..wat i noe is evry day i feel miserable..he dun understand wat i'm going thru..i feel so tortured by his attitude..he act as if he's single..no commitments at all..wat a guy..if bz mcm ne pon tkkn a kol frm ur special sum1 tk leh angkt..no matter hw bz i am i stil attend to him..but wat abt him..bz smpi lupe galfren sendiri..haish i kept telling myself to b strong but i dun noe hw long tis goin to go on..

The touching part tat he said was i'm d 1st gal he eva brought to mit his mum..isn't tat cool n swit..tat means he's serious abt me..but den y is he treating me tis way..doesn't he noe hw hurt i am wit his cold shoulder attitude..neva mind i'm going yo check his hp tmrw..i believe he's hiding sumthng frm me..i can feel it..tkkn bz kmas uma one whole day..robot pon tau pnat ni kn manusia..i sense sumthng's amiss..y can't i hv a simple relationshp juz like other couples do?? Y can't i hv a boifren who wud treasure, protect n shower me wit luv?? WHY WHY WHY????

He wud neva stop lying..i hate LIARS!! They can't b trusted..Kate bz nk cuci fan but in d end tk angkt fone bcuz tgh glue sniffing..bila tanye nape tk angkt fone reason was cuci fan pas tu tetido...isn't it a LAME xcuse?? Smpi nk suro sumpah baru mengaku..reason nape tipu cuz takot aku marah..mengarot sak bobal..ni la manusia bila da dpt seseorg yg baek kt depan mate tk appreciate but wen dat person is gone baru la nk tercari2..buat pe smue nye suda terlambt..my suggestion is to luv d one dat luvs u more than u do cuz his luv fer u wil neva fade away..aku da tersilap memilih org..aku ingtkn die cintakn aku more than i do but ternyata aku yg mencintai die lebih dari die mencintai aku..ntah2 cinta langsong tkde kt dlm ati die..

Lau gadoh pon die won't bother nk pujok..tk mcm baru2 knal dulu..lau aku merajok die akan slalu pujok smpi aku ok balek..ni tk lau aku majok nk kene pujok sendiri..aku fed-up sak..but i believe tat he'll change one day n treat me rite cuz people change..i juz hope tat he'll realise my sincerity of luving him n we'll b a hapy couple again juz like wat we used to be..AMIN!!!

Haish bsk ade AOA la seh..seram nye..takot la..i wonder if i can do it la seh..i juz wory abt d IF function la seh...takot jek tk leh buat..wish me luck evryone..oh ya n gd luck to my frens..hope u guys can do it..

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*